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Hello world... ha ha Im so lame My name is Amy Im a heartbroken Airmen in the worlds finest navy or so we like to think and a brand new mother of the worlds finest daughter which is not up for discussion lol. Im starting a blog to vent and ... i dont know what else, maybe share some of my experiances in the hope that it helps .. well anyone. My husband is a serial cheater he cheated on his ex wife with me and even though i didnt know the whole scoop until after I found I was pregnant I did eventually find out he was a cheat and a liar aa and then I married him. Im not sure how to explain my reasoning I love him he actually was my best friend but hes also a very sick individual. Probably needless to say he ended up cheating on me, getting another girl pregnant. blah blah poor me!! I just dont know where to go from here ya know the relationship obviously has to end because Im not interested in being made a fool of or wasting my love on someone who would continuosly do this to people.. Im sad and scared and angry. Will his family talk trash on me? the way they did his ex wife will this all be deduced to me not trying hard enough? Man Id like to kill him lol ahhh report me. I dont know Im to scatter brained to really write right now but its good to know this is here.